Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Haiz... MYE is tmr... I still dun feel e urge 2 study. I duno wat i m feelin nw... All e recent incidents... All e facades... Really dunno hu i cn dpend on anymre... I hav no mood 2 study. AHHHH!!! I M JUST CONFUSED N TIRED... Just wish i cn run away. Away 4m all e frustrations. I m feelin scared, happy, sad, angry, regretful. In e end, it all boils dwn 2 my uncontrolled feelins. Fck them. E person hu i made mi study made mi stp. E person i tot i knew changed a new face. Ppl hu i tot were my true F-R-I-E-N-D-S were just aftr wat i hav... I m bcmin a loner freak wif a facade of a happy person. Jia xun. He is a good person. Mayb 2 good. Idk. Hpe this is ovr soon n band will cme bac again. Music takes all this away. AHHHH! Just hpe i cn pass. 2pid trait of mine. I tot i finally made new friends. Just lies. Wish mi luck in e exams... I couldnt absorb anything durin lessons. Feel lyk dyin.