I'm really sorry... I've changed alot. I'm slow to realize that. And it wasn't for the better. I'm always just another problem to you. I'm terribly sorry for all the trouble and inconvenience I have caused. Yah. Maybe I'm just seeking attention and pity. I'm horrible. Recently, so many things has happened. I've gotten less understanding. I took little time listening to you. I am just always so fast to judge. Maybe, yes. We are different. We'll never meet. We'll never be together. I forgot how to listen. As I start making demands from you and you start to comply, my confidence builds up and like all over confident men, or complacent rather, tend to fall. Really hard at that.

Since when we first met, I've had always listen to your problems, ocassionallu giving a word of encouragement. Now, being so high of myself, I tend to forget my original reason for talking to you.

I used to be able have a calm mind and give non-judgemental ideas. But now, it's all about me me me! How selfish is that. I insist what I want and impose it upon the citizens.

I'm sorry for always being just another problem. The truth is, I love you.