Saturday, November 15, 2008
No One blamed u

( Tiz post is specially dedicated 2 amanda. )
Sry bout yestrdae. Juz wan u 2 noe tat it isnt ur fault. It nvr was.
Evrything was my fault.
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-Shldnts...-
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-I shldnt hav argued wif u.
-Shldnt hav blamed u.
-Shldnt hav been so playful.
-Shldnt hav disturbed u.
-Shldnt hav watch muvee wif u guys.
-Shldnt hav accepted thomas's muvee invitation.
-Shldnt hav took ur specs.
-Shldnt hav bullied u.
-Shldnt hav stepped into sibling relation wif u.
-Shldnt hav been so nosey.
-Shldnt hav toked 2 u.
-Shldnt hav made fwens wif u.
-Shldnt hav cme 2 amkss.
-Shldnt hav joined band.
-Shldnt hav been so open.
-Most importantly... Shldnt hav let u think it was ur fault.
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If i didnt do all tiz, u wudnt b in such a state. U wun b pained.
Sry 4 all e things i did. Sry 4 all e thing i didnt do. Sry 4 evrything.
I felt so confused yestrdae nite. I wasnt i e correct state of mind.
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-Shlds...-
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-I shld hav been mre gentlemanly.
-Shld hav treated u bttr.
-Shld hav cntrlled myself.
-Shld hav juz went straight 2 sect outing.
-Shld hav keep my mouth shut.
-Shld hav learnt 2 appreciate such a gd fwen.
-Shld hav join ncc.
-Shld hav stayed in mayflwer.
-Shld hav been mre anti-social.
-Most importantly... Shld hav said i m sry.
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I'm Sorry... I'm Sorry for being such a Jerk... Sorry.
Labels: Emotion