Thursday, January 29, 2009
Back 2 e main reason
Back to the 1st reason... Passion.
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@ 8:29 PM
Friday, January 9, 2009
still emo
One shldnt b so selfish. In band, it's e survival of e best. Lag bhind, n u get kick out... Reachin 2 tat point soon. Old ppl muz gif up their place 4 e new 2 cme in. I finally understand. Emo emo emo...
Labels: Emotion
@ 11:06 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
emo
Haiz... Bac 2 emo mood again... Might go ballin 2 stress out... Emo emo emo....
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@ 9:02 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
No One blamed u
( Tiz post is specially dedicated 2 amanda. )
Sry bout yestrdae. Juz wan u 2 noe tat it isnt ur fault. It nvr was.
Evrything was my fault.
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-Shldnts...-
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-I shldnt hav argued wif u.
-Shldnt hav blamed u.
-Shldnt hav been so playful.
-Shldnt hav disturbed u.
-Shldnt hav watch muvee wif u guys.
-Shldnt hav accepted thomas's muvee invitation.
-Shldnt hav took ur specs.
-Shldnt hav bullied u.
-Shldnt hav stepped into sibling relation wif u.
-Shldnt hav been so nosey.
-Shldnt hav toked 2 u.
-Shldnt hav made fwens wif u.
-Shldnt hav cme 2 amkss.
-Shldnt hav joined band.
-Shldnt hav been so open.
-Most importantly... Shldnt hav let u think it was ur fault.
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If i didnt do all tiz, u wudnt b in such a state. U wun b pained.
Sry 4 all e things i did. Sry 4 all e thing i didnt do. Sry 4 evrything.
Sry 4 all e things i did. Sry 4 all e thing i didnt do. Sry 4 evrything.
I felt so confused yestrdae nite. I wasnt i e correct state of mind.
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-Shlds...-
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-I shld hav been mre gentlemanly.
-Shld hav treated u bttr.
-Shld hav cntrlled myself.
-Shld hav juz went straight 2 sect outing.
-Shld hav keep my mouth shut.
-Shld hav learnt 2 appreciate such a gd fwen.
-Shld hav join ncc.
-Shld hav stayed in mayflwer.
-Shld hav been mre anti-social.
-Most importantly... Shld hav said i m sry.
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I'm Sorry... I'm Sorry for being such a Jerk... Sorry.
Labels: Emotion
@ 4:07 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008
Spoilt spolit spoilt!
Sians... Evrything is bin spoilt recently. Psp. Fone. I wonder wat culd b spoilt nxt? Mayb my life. My mind? My Body?? Mayb i wake up tmr in another place called hell? Mayb... Fustration! ARHHH!
Labels: Emotion
@ 11:11 PM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Decisions
Haiz... Currently pondering bout whether i shld quit band. It's juz so hpelss liao lor. I mean, cme on. Look @ us. Well, sme sects r gd. Bt, thse hu r bad r juz 2 xtrme. Me 4 xample. I m a terrible trumpeteer. U all noe it. Bt u still cloud my mind wif images of bin a world class trumpeteer. I cnt even get e basics rite. I suck man. Seriously. Bt if i quit, i duno wat cca 2 join. Bball mayb? I m oso lousy in tat. N my quitin affects majority of sec1 2008 batch. Coz in early 2008, i was e ones hu asked ppl 2 join. If i quit, many othrs will quit 2. Well, tats juz mayb, bt its a possibility. Another thing is, i think i will miss all e ppl i wrked wif 4 e pass 6 daes n 10 mnths of my band life. Really. Haiz... Tough decisions ahead. Nw is 9.48pm
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@ 9:37 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
ran away 4m hme
Juz nw, durin dinnr, i asked my mum whether wanna go c aunty cat @ causeway nt, coz she went 2 watch muvee. She said. Boi arr, u noe i very busy nt. Then i said ok lor. My chicken mouthed sis go sae. U go b her son lah. Then i said shit u lah. Then my mum asked mi 2 shut up. Mi! Nt her! Then my dad came. He totally biased sis. He asked mi. Wat happened. Then i told him. He said It's ur fault hor. Then i said shut up lah. He asked mi 2 get lost. So i ran away. Sat @ e tuition centr thre 4 2 hrs. My mum kpt callin mi. Damn irritatin. Heng i had a bk 2 read. N demi jie n my dear consolin mi. Then on Fri went 2 YPSB (Young ppl's cynfonic Band). Bought i cactus 4 germaine. Vry nice lor. Followed yellow n amanda. Sry. I mean i follow amanda, yellow follow mi. E cncert was xellent!! Marvelous!
Vic cncert hall (1st floor )
Yun fann so blur
Vic cncert hall ( 2nd floor )
Dunno wat buildins lah
@ 10:15 PM
